

And that’s when i questioned myself “have i been blaming that person too much?” Thankfully, i managed to get back on top and move on with my life.

About 3 months later, i started to hear other people’s life experiences on YouTube, as well as a book narration. And yes, this is where the realization started to come in full circle. There was just a lot of miscommunication really because of that person and i just fighting like five year old kindergarteners. And the other bad part about it, was that the conflict was never resolved. And i wish that i could at least just go back in time and try and fix it, but of course that still wouldn’t change a thing.Īnd yes, i was in like sixth or seventh grade when it took place. I still clearly remember any of that stuff that happened. And the reason behind that, he punched another kid in the face just because that kid was making faces at him. And months later, that person that i was in a conflict with got suspended and transferred to another school. It was like we just kept being at each others throats until finally one of us actually kind of broke down, and it was me.

And another time i was in art class trying to concentrate, i ended up throwing my paintbrush in the air, which i admit was very unprofessional. There was no communication, there was no sorting things out, there was just us and that other person just squawking at each other like bald eagles. And it was not a dream, not something from my imagination, it was real. And i wish i could say it was something that never happened, but it did. There wasn’t any violent fights going on, there was just a lot of arguing and probably screaming. What matters is i just have to tell you everything that happened, at least for the sake of my own health. I most likely know that less people might care about it, but that dosen’t matter. And i decided not to provide any names because of privacy reasons. This was a pretty good tutorial! But all compliments aside, about my conflict back in 7th grade.
